is there anyone listening?

Why didn’t anyone remind me I had homework oh say, LAST NIGHT WHEN I HAD NOTHING TO DO?! /Sigh Oh well. I wish I had my book so I could write my rough draft for this paper due tomorrow.

I really wish Chris and I would figure out why we keep fighting so much…it really upsets me when we fight…I don’t like it. I don’t like it at all.

I hate working weekends and missing out on all the great things that happen. Parties, drinking, passing out, sleeping in, hangovers, and friends. :) I also hate having a 78 dollar paycheck when I work my butt off kissing everyone’s ass and cleaning other peoples shit up.

I should really stop pouring out all my feelings into this post, stop being so emo about everything, and get to working on my homework…oh well.

love always,
me ♥

Listening to: ‘Early Birdie’ by Owl City

Have you ever made out in a bathroom?
yesh

Do you think the last person you kissed is nice?
most definitely

Who was the last person to call you?
My mom

What is the last non-alcoholic beverage you had?
Sprite

When is the last time you cried?
A couple weeks ago

Are you scared of spiders?
yes. O.O

Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?
yes

What are your plans for this weekend?
Work and something with Chelsea and Christian

Ever been swimming in a lake or river?
Both

Last person you drove with in a car?
Uhh my mom…?

What did you last buy?
Breakfast

What’s irritating you right now?
Not being able to be with Christian right now.

What radio station(s) do you listen to?
Whichever has the good song playing

Are you afraid of the dark?
more like what’s in it.

Are you listening to music right now?
nah. tv.

Do you like Chinese food?
Yupp!

What is the last movie you saw in theaters?
Zombieland.

Is there anyone you wish was still in your life?
Yeah

Do you get distracted easily?
yeah….

First time you kissed the last person you kissed?
The night we went and saw Flyleaf.

Was this the best year of your life?
I wouldn’t say the best year. but its been good.

Who are your best friends?
Erin, Chelsea, and Christian.

What was going through your mind during your last kiss?
I was just really happy.

Is it easier to forgive or forget?
Forget.

Are you jealous of someone?
yeah in a way

What last made you laugh the hardest?
The way Tsimnuj says Carolina. Its great :D

Do you flirt a lot?
yeah…without meaning to most of the time.

Would you live with someone without marrying them?
If I knew I was going to marry them later on.

Have you ever had a dream about people you love dying?
yeah.

Who was the last person you cried in front of?
Chris I think

Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
A few times.

Who was the last person that made you feel safe, why?
Christian. Just because he makes me feel safe and loved.

Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurts?
Yeah.

Have you ever broken someone’s heart?
yeah

Do you believe that you are a good boyfriend or girlfriend?
I try to be..

What did you do yesterday?
School and hung out with Chris

Have you ever dated Someone Older Than You?
yeah.

What time did you go to bed at and when did you awake?
uhhh….11? and I woke up at 630

Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
yes, maybe even a third too.

Believe in love at first sight?
yes

Have you ever taken a picture of your eye?:
yes!

Do you actually have a favorite flower?:
I have a lot that I think are really pretty

Can you change a printer cartridge?:
I could try…

Do you have sensitive skin?:
yeah kinda

Do you recognize Justin Timberlake’s songs?:
I think I could

When did you last have a cookie?:
Friday? Maybe?

Are you lactose intolerant?:
UGH! I HATE MILK!!!

Are you a sarcastic person?:
indeed

Who were you in middle school?:
talkative

Have you worn lipstick before (even as a joke)?:
yeah

Do you judge a person by how they dress?:
i try not to but it happens

Do you have a credit card?:
No.

Do you personally know anyone who has gone bankrupt?:
yes, we did once..

Do you honestly watch very much TV?:
yes, quite a lot.

How many emails do you have?:
19?

What do you say to the statement, “Love is suicide!” ?:
love can break your heart and break you down.

Are YOU smarter than a fifth grader?:
man i don’t know with the stuff they’re teaching kids now.

Would you ever go on that show?:
idk ive never seen it

If you couldn’t swim, how would you save a drowning friend?:
get a tube and jump in after them

Now you can swim. Your worst enemy is drowning. What do you do?
save them…

Are you comfortable with your looks?:
No

Have you ever had sleep problems like insomnia?:
not really

Have you ever been ripped off?:
not that I know of

Have you ever ripped someone off?
No

Do you actually believe that Alaska is covered in snow?:
yes….?

Ever been there? Or ever want to go there? :
no and no

Whats a better band name, “Polaris” or “The Apricots”?:
Polaris.

Have you ever taken a dance class?:
nope

How many different msns do you have?:
two

Are you an obsessive personality?:
im not sure what that is

Would you ever take steroids?:
No thank you.

Have you ever been in a movie theater when it is light?:
Yep.

Do you ever wish you were the opposite sex?:
just to pee

Do you take pictures of yourself for your Myspace (or other site)?:
Yeah

Are you very good at running on rocks?:
I am clumsy.

Have you ever actually seen the ocean?:
not in real life

Do you like minty or hot gum?:
Minty.

Do you like having a “cute” or a “hot” girlfriend/boyfriend better?:
cute :)

Personality or looks?
Personality.

Do you wear jewelry often?:
i try to remember to wear the stuff Chris has given me

When did you stop believing the opposite sex was “icky” or “had cooties”?:
I don’t remember ever thinking that.

What color is your keyboard?:
Black

And your mouse?:
the top is white and the bottom has the little lasor thing and is red

Speaking of mice, have you ever seen one?:
yupp

Ever been to Hollywood?:
Nope, I want to go one day though.

Why did the title make you want to take this survey?:
What title?

Have you ever experienced a hurricane?:
nope

If you moved to Florida and a hurricane hit, would you ever go back?:
Maybe

Do you honestly think brunettes are smarter than blondes and redheads?:
Not really.

Or that redheads have a temper?:
yes

Or that all blondes are preppy?:
kinda

Was your 7th grade math teacher a man or a woman?
A girl maybe? I don’t remember who I had.

What’s the weirdest name for a person you’ve ever heard?:
I don’t even know.

Have you ever actually played tennis?:
Erin and I tried….we aren’t coordinated.

Ever met someone named Tom?:
I think so

Who’s the tallest person you’ve ever met?:
Jordon Grimsley.

Or most immature adult?:
Jared Cagle.

What’s your favorite kind of chocolate?:
White

Can you make a weapon out of a tape measure?:
I think so

What do you think of when you hear the word “Plume”?:
Band

Ever been to Sea World?:
Nope.

Do you have caller ID?:
yesh

Did you ever have a huge group of friends at school?:
not huge huge.

Were/are you a loner?:
Yeah kinda

Do you actually listen to ACDC or just wear the shirts?:
I used to listen to them

And Nirvana? Or the legendary “zero” Smashing Pumpkins shirt?:
Nope

Did your grandparents spoil you?:
Sometimes :)

Ever made a fake email or online account just for the fun of it?:
nah

How about for some real trouble making?:
uhh okay?

Do you act different around your crush?:
Nah, I’m more myself around him than anyone else.

Graduated High School. (not yet!)
Kissed someone.
Smoked cigarettes.
Got so drunk you passed out.
Rode every ride at an amusement park.
Collected something really stupid.
Gone to a rock concert.
Helped someone.
Gone fishing.
Watched four movies in one night.
Gone long periods of time with out sleep.
Lied to someone.
Been dumped.
Snorted cocaine.
Failed a class.
Smoked weed.
Dealt drugs.
Taken a college level course.
Been in a car accident.
Been in a tornado.
Done hard drugs (i.e. ecstasy, heroin, crack, meth, acid).
Watched someone die.
Been to a funeral.
Burned yourself.
Ran a marathon.
Your parents got divorced.
Cried yourself to sleep.
Spent over $200 in one day.
Flown on a plane.
Cheated on someone.
Been cheated on.
Written a 10 page letter.
Gone skiing.
Been sailing.
Cut yourself.
Had a best friend.
Lost someone you loved.
Shoplifted something.
Been to jail.
Had detention.
Skipped school.
Got in trouble for something you didn’t do.
Stolen books from the library.
Gone to a different country.
Dropped out of school.
Been in a mental hospital.
Watched the “Harry Potter” movies.
Had an online diary.
Fired a gun.
Gambled in a casino.
Had a yard sale.
And a lemonade stand.
Actually made money at the lemonade stand.
Been in a school play.
Been fired from a job.
Taken a lie detector test.
Swam with dolphins.
Gone to sea world.
Attempted suicide.
Voted for American/Australian Idol.
Written poetry.
Read more than 20 books a year.
Gone to Europe.
Loved someone you couldn’t have.
Wondered about your sexuality.
Used a coloring book over age 12.
Had surgery.
Had stitches.
Taken a taxi.
Seen the Washington Monument.
Had more than 5 IM’s/online conversations going at once.
Overdosed.
Had a drug or alcohol problem.
Been in a fist fight.
Suffered any form of abuse.
Had a hamster.
Pet a wild animal.
Used a credit card.
Gone surfing in California.
Did “spirit day” at school.
Dyed your hair.
Got a tattoo.
Had something pierced.
Got straight A’s.
Been on the Honor Roll.
Known someone with HIV or AIDS.
Taken pictures with a webcam.
Started a fire.
Had a party while your parents weren’t home.
Gotten caught having a party while they were gone.

Sometimes I just don’t understand them.